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New Arts in:

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Posted by August on 28 March 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [1]

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Posted by August on 2 March 2008

New Arts in:

-Covers [1]

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Posted by August on 25 February 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [2]

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Posted by August on 24 February 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [2]

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Posted by August on 22 February 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [1]

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Posted by August on 1 February 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [1]

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Posted by August on 31 January 2008

New Arts in:

-Traditional [1]

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Posted by August on 20 January 2008

I'm not even trying to check up what's in today's favourites XD
I can guess it anyway- Naruto/Kingdom Hearts/Death Note/Bleach/Final Fantasy/Disney fanart or something from Manga/Anthro/Digital category :] It's almost obvious. Obviously, there'll be also fantasy arts... Where details are trying to escape from such small space of work and colours are trying to drift from it, even through those all frills on static character's dress :] And You don't even know what's on the first plan and what's in the background :]
I love them all :]
I always knew that I'm completely different than the rest of ppl, but I didn't know that it's that huge difference :D

There's another thing that I love about those pictures- 90% of them has been made with Photoshop :D awwwww...
Why do I love this program so much? Because You don't need anything to make cool, detailied work in it, why?
You want leaves? You take leaves brush. You want tree cork? You take such brush :D You want grass? Take a such brush! Wow, That's great?
But, if there're such brushes in traditional painting? Hmmm, I've never seen brushes which are looking exactly like those in photoshop.
Another Thing.
Are there such layers and selections/masks in traditional art?
- no.
That was easy.
Special effects-
You can easily, with one button and one curve You're able to change almost everything with You pic that in traditional wouldn't be possible, or won't be that easy to make.

And they're many other things that makes me hate digital works, especially those made in photoshop, but I'm too lazy to talk about.
I'm wondering, why most of people aged 13-19 are making manga pictures only... Hmmmmm...

Also, poor are yaoi fangirls which never have had a real boyfriend :]


Take Care.

Posted by August on 17 January 2008

It starts again...
I don't know if I'm paranoidical or something... But it looks like I am...
Something's wrong with my imagination... In my opinion everyone's evil, everyone's able to kill me, everyone hates me and each bad thing have to happen to me... Also, when someone's trying to be kind for me, I am thinking if that person wants to hurt me... Or when things are going ok, I am worried, because I am sure that something really bad must happen... Even, when something good happends- I am sure, that I didn't all what I was able to do or that it's nothing what I have done...
I don't believe that I can do something valueable, and I don't know how and if I want to change it...
With everything I does- I hurt the closest person for me... Mostly my Parents and my Boyfriend.... I hurt them especially when I am angry, something I'm doing goes wrong on, or when I have any complex... I hate myself because of thins, but I don't know how and if I am able to change... I make them hurt ._.
Because of my vcomplexes, ofmy problems with myself,my Boyfriend became more sad and he start totalk that he's useless, because he can't do anything with me- I don't want to listen ._. It's like I'm feeling comfortable in this way, but I'm not, but I can't stop, I don't know why ;_; I hurt many persons who wanted to help me... To other I'm not listening to...
I'm feeling really lonely ._.
I want to change myslef, but it's so damn hard, each time I'm trying everything goes wrong ._. Once I changed, for a little of time, but then again something wrong happend, or rather was happening for a really long time, and it made me don't believe in good.... I am mad ._.
Again I hurted my Boyfriend, I didn't want to, but I did, I don't know, why I'm doing it, why I am so frustrated, why I am trying to be bad for Him just because many ppl were bad for me... ._. I hate myself because of that. Really hate.
I am afraid of Death, but each day I want to, because I'm so useless and afraid of everything around me that is not easy ._. I am afraid of illness, of ppl, that an accident may happen, of everything...
I have enough of this shit, but I don't know how to stop ._.

There were persons who hurt me recently, I am sure of, but I shouldn't act in this way to the most important persons in my life ._.
I just had to write this stuff somewhere, I really needed to do it...

Posted by August on 5 January 2008