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New Arts in:

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Posted by August on 24 September 2007

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Posted by August on 22 September 2007

New Arts in:

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-Sketches [5]

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Posted by August on 18 September 2007

New Arts in:

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Posted by August on 16 September 2007

Many strange things happend recently.
Well, first of all, new school year has just started. That means that just because of this I'm more stressed than usual, mostly because of matura exams, diploma that I'll have at the end of school's year.
Another thing, after two months, which I spend, all this time, with my Beloved- he had to come back to home. I've been crying all day long, but it's "ok" now.
Also, I have to start another cover, I don't have much time for it. Damn it.
Also... Something's wrong with my mind. I have more panic attacks than before, I'm more stressed than when there're stessfull situations, and... For some reason, my Brother asked me if it's necessary to act exorcisms... I've never been talking about such things x_x. My dear classmate said, that it could help me... It's obvious, that I have to meet with my psychologist first... and psychiatrist then, probably... I'm affraid that I will fail. And I will not survive. And that people, that I care about the most- they'll leave me... or Those who care about me will be able to meet me at lunatic asylum only... ;_;
I don't want to, I want to be happy ._.
I'm too hard to live with for my Beloved or Friends...
Also... I'm thinking much about my friend's problems. I just can't stop, I really want to help them.

I'm also angry a little- I wanted to buy new tablet [yes, Wacom tablet], but some problems occured and I don't know when I'll get it.

Take Care.

Posted by August on 10 September 2007

New Arts in:

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Posted by August on 5 September 2007

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Posted by August on 31 August 2007

New Arts in:

-Traditional [2]
-Digital [1]
-Sketches [1]

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Posted by August on 26 August 2007

Damn, I didn't know that it would fail in this way.
I don't know how to advertise myself.
I don't know how to advertise my website.
I don't know how to advertise my dA page.
and I have no time for this stuff x_x
crap.

I'm in bad mood, because of fact what kind of person I am.
I had another panic attack ._.''.
Just because I can't stand of being myself anymore. I really need help, but it looks like noone can help me ._.'' or they don't want to, I don't know...
I'm afraid that I'll be all alone again ._.''. And I'm really afraid of schoolyear. And work. It looks like I'll be really busy...
I hate changes, because I'm alone then ._.''
blah.

It's one year already- I'm with my Beloved Boyfriend :3
But I'm feeling like I hurt Him all the time ._.''

I've made few sketches, one pic, and I have three pics that I want to finish...

That's all. Take Care.

Posted by August on 21 August 2007

Finally I added sketches to Gallery section
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Posted by August on 13 August 2007